Just You!

Party, party and party. What's CNY without parties. First paper over yesterday and somehow, it feels like everything is over. ha. no mood to study. So after my paper yesterday, I went down to Mr toh's house to bai nian together with my friends. Talked, ate, drinked, watched tv( like we didn't have a TV at home), and played cards. Left at about 12am and went for supper in woodlands. Took a taxi down. ate and talk till about 2am then we all went home. I walked home of course. ha. Went home, switched on the com then went to bathe. Slept at about 3 woke up at 7am cos someone called me. Then went back to get my precious sleep. didnt go for DG cos I was just too tired.

I totally just didn't have the mood to study at all. wondered around all the time. music, tv, games, fun. And just earlier, we had our BLK 176 CNY party with lots of other relatives and all. Lots of food and drinks. U can say its kinda fun and all but its a normal thing we have all the time. ha. so yea. really noisy and crowded. So this is my day. Kinda tired already, been so sleepy all day. ha. gotta really study tomorro

The party, just part of it. ha


by nite, blk 176 is fully equiped with lightings, chairs and tables, haha.

So that's all n nites.

It's my first paper in just a few hours and i'm totally relaxed. ha. haven't been doing any last minute revision, not that I know my work well or what. ha. I'm just kinda tired of studying. Perhaps I'll just read my notes later.


O well o well..... The truth is hard, reality is real and sometimes, it is really hard to accept the point of rejection. Ok, this sounds emo or something. lol. BUT, it's not the end of life. Just like what some kuku said, 'rejection does not mean t's the end of life'. ha. of course it's not the end of life la. Rejection is the time when you sit down and ponder about what on earth has happened and think about what you are going to do next. Take the same route, get rejected again and again and perhaps one day succeed. Or, take a new path and leave everything behind and start anew. But sometimes, that is practically impossible, especailly for me cos I don't like to give up so easily, if not why push for that goal in the first place, am I right?

There's always a chance to everything. I don't believe that there is no chance at all because chances are created by yourself or there happened to be a chance due to some circumstances. There is only no chance when you DO NOT give yourself the lest of chances.

So what if someone tells you that you have no chance at all, like getting a course that you want, a job you long for, the guy/gal that you love or even the chance to succeed in life. Sometimes, those are just satan's doings to bring you down, to crumble you. But sometimes, you got to face up to the very fact and face up to harsh reality.

But no matter what, chances in life are there, it's all up to you to take that chance, or let it sit there and sooner or later, get blown away. Grab that chance and make full use of it.


ps: I will never give up on any chances because I persevere. (And btw: Persevering and Preserve Mangos are 2 different things. haha. And don't tell me got no chance cs chances are created and not predicted. bleahz)

Chinese New Year! The festive season of collecting Ang Pows, Feasting, as well as going around visiting relatives and people you would meet only during chinese new year. This year's chinese new year is kinda quiet one for me. Didn't really go anywhere. Only went to both grandma's house and that was about it. It's kind of tiring to go to so many places all the time. Though its once a year thing, it gets quite boring when you go to the same places all the time. Most relatives are like my dad's aunties and all so yea. Had quite a number of friends coming over as well.

I took many pictures as well, family photos as well as individual ones as a yearly thing, putting on the best for the new year. I had lots of fun buying new clothes, trying out new styles this CNY! Exams start this friday, my stats paper at 4.30pm. So th next two days will be studying. Wish me all the best. ha.

What I wore the first day. Long sleeve shirt and a vest from Man Master as well as jeans and formal shoes
Second day attire. Top from Man Master as well.
My family photo. From left, Mum, second sis, Dad, first sis, Me


So once again, wishing one and all a happy and blessed New Year! God bless and have a wonderful year ahead.

It was the 13th of Feb. And yes, my class, BM0612 had a wonderful pre valentine's day celebration proudly hosted by me. ha. I can tell you that we certainly had a hell load of fun. I made sure that you guys would receive the ultimate experience of your life and I hope you guys have had fun.

Having fun on the mat.

The setting was right. I started preparing for the day very early, from marketing, to making drinks to settin up the place with tables, mats, chairs, and the wirings so that I could make some nice lighting in the middle of the field as well as blast out music. Was really tired running up and down from my house to th field. Great exercise I guess. ha. Everyone started streaming in late of course. ha. But still we had alot of fun flying the kite, kicking the ball, playin the guitar, joking, laughing, talking, and just enjoying the wonderful breeze. As the sun set even further and night came, we could just lie down on the floor and enjoying gazing at the stars. And it was really nice cos there were many stars to gaze at.

We celebrated Yi Rui's and Xiao Juan's birthday as well.


Dinner came a 6.30 and we had KFC. loads of food and I wonder what some people were eating, grass? ha. the field had plenty. haha. There was like so much chicken left. And I ended up stuffing them into my fridge and I had them earlier on. ha.

It's great to see you guys join this time.


I'm just so glad that the entire class practically came, except for some that could not make it, and some perhaps just anti social. O well.. But at least 20 people came for the very first time and I am so happy for that. I would like to thank you all for coming.

And o ya, we had a mini bbq of just marshmellows as well. haha. Lots of work but i guess it was still kinda fun. Our mini campfire. haha. And I had my little cat come and play with us as well. I thought he was such a great entertainer entertaining everyone. haha.

Marshmellows are fun!

Indeed, it was such fun though it lasted till about 11 cos everyone had to catch the last bus/train home. ha. My best gang still stayed up the latest to help me clear the mess. Thanks guys. if not i'll be dying tryin to bring everything up. ha.

Me with my bbq pit and marshmellow. haha

Once again thank you all so much for making the day real special and it certainly would be a memorable one. Love you guys. happy valentine's day.

It's been a long time since I last blogged here. (happy now kukuk, I'm blogging. ha).
Been busy with speeches and projects. And it's finally over. This week is the final week of sch and from next week its study break. Gotta really study hard this time for the up coming exams.

Well Just some updates, Jared left for Melbourne on the 5th of Feb and we went to the airport to see him off.
Seeing Jared off. wheeee!

Then it was speech on thursday. I think I did well as teacher said so. ha. Well, Was a wonderful day. Had loads of breaks. haha.

Then Friday. Can you believe it I woke up at like 8 plus though there was no sch? haha. Then I was stonning at home all day. Then that kuku called me. Was supposed to meet her at 2.15 then she called me dunno say wad sick and all.. blablabla.(good acting) haha. In the end still meet me. lol. Went to thai express at city link, then went to PS. Kinda bored there. Nothing much to do. But at least I got my drum sticks. ha. Finally replaces my red ones. Overall, I guess I still had fun.
A real nice shot. Guess who's that. haha.

After all that, I went home had dinner, and was off to arwin's house to stay over. ha. quite crap cos everyone left n I was the only one there, with emily jean and yasser coming later. Kinda had fun yet bored at the same time. Then at around 2? We sent jean and emily to jean's house cos jean's mum wanted them back. Had a nice long walk. ha. I stayed with them while yasser n arwin went for a drink. I was tired. Rested while I waited for them to come back. Then we walked back to arwin's house. Kinda tired, I went to sleep. ha. Till about 9 plus, then I left at 10 plus for DG. Wow. I was like so so tired yet I went. ha.
Playin maple cos I was bored. And I'm gonna KS emily. haha.
Emily Mapling

At DG, I was kinda falling asleep, could not really concentrate. Was really tired. We shared and talked about Faith this week. What is Faith all about? After DG, we went to Gim moh(dunno how to spell, ha) Had a simple meal. And the dessert stall there is really good. Especially their durian stuff like duria chendol and durian ice kachang. It was a hot day indeed. Finished up, and went back home. real tired now. phew
Some really nice red ruby dessert

Well, that's about it. what can i do to make things happen.....