It's Me Justin

Live each day to the Fullest 27 September 2006

All has fade away, gone, but his love stays on. God's love for you and me. Sometimes it really gets tough, life that is. Sometimes when things get hard, we start to wonder, is God really there? or is there a God up there? Sometimes you just do not want things to turn out so badly, and when it does you wonder why. It's hard to take it all in. Emotions run really bad and there's nothing you can really do about it except to trust in God.

For me, I guess I've somehow hit the hard rock. And it really gets me tensed, stressed, crappy and down. I don't know what to do, what should be the next step. All I can do is to trust God for his guidience and provision for me and my family. I may seem happy and cheerful outside, but inside me, it's real pain, real hurtful. I hope you guys understand and care for me cause I think I need loads of love to be showered upon me.

We can't have everything in life, and we have to give things we want so much away. Well, since it isn't a need, there's no necessity for it. If we want, want and want, there will be no end to our wants. Branded goods, expensive stuff, those are just but material we can have now but not forever and we cannot bring it to heaven. Sacrifices need to be made in order for things to be better. Though it's not instant, it's one way to help out.

I feel the pressure within me, and sometimes, I really want to give up so much, but I know there's a God who knows how much I can bear and he wont load me up to what I cannot take. Studies sometimes give me a big headache and I just wanna give it up at times. I wanna see the real world out there, where it's fast ever changing.

Do keep me and my family in prayer as times may seem tough, there's nothing to difficult for God. Life will never be what is used to be for me for sure cause it's changing fast. I have to accept the very fact. With God in your life, life will never be the same.

God will never leave nor forsake you. He's the king of all kings, Lord of all Lords.
Ruler of this entire universe. Amen.

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Live each day to the Fullest 20 September 2006

I had a fufilling day yesterday I guess. It was out of the house at around 3. On my bike, I first headed to 888 plaza to get my bicycle pump finally. Then I cycled round Woodlands. Then on the road, my bike was like beside a fireman's fast moving vehicle( those small fire engines). We were both waiting for the light to turn green. waited waited and waited... but it somehow didn't turn green. Ha. So, one firemen told me to go press the pedestrian traffic light. But, I just smiled back and all. Then I got quite fed-up I went to press it. But still, it took a real long time to turn even though there was like no traffic on the opposite side. Weird man. Better report this to LTA or something.

And after that, I headed to CHR for the alumni meeting. Reached at about 345? went to the HOD room, talked to the teachers and all. As usual almost everyone came late and the meeting started at like almost 530 cos Mr koa had another meeting going on. At least he treated us to drinks. ha. then we sat down in the conference room to discuss about the Alumni matters and all till about 730. So I hope you Ex-CHRians will take this chance to join the Alumni as it is free while giving back to society as well as enjoying some perks. haha. =D

Our Lor Mai Kai at the meeting. haha

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Live each day to the Fullest 16 September 2006

A moment of silence shivers into me. Emotions get high, and they get low as well. Sometimes it really gets confusing wondering what will happen in your life next. Will this be the right path or the wrong one. decisions are really important, cause it decides everything you're gonna do. Sometimes it's hard to like step in to a definite decision and think that it will somehow be free of any confusion.

Some people just do not think of the consequences when they make a particular desision or worse still, not a decision but just getting into the matter of itself. even then, it's some form of decision made there and then.

Why is it that some people are just so carefree or would I say have the care less attitude in making decisions. I find it so irresponsible it you're one having that inner thought to do so.

For me, a decision ain't easy to make at all. Sometimes it takes days, months, or even years to decide on that one particular thing. Pros and cons do affect them. Making this decision my affect you and others around you for the rest of your life. But if you don't make that decision soon, and it gets taken away, you may regret it for the rest of your life.

It gets hard when both situations do really happen. Its this or that or never sometimes. Be it in any situation, do make the right choice cause you're gonna live with it. It really stirs me into confusion each time I have to make one, and it's a very painful process in fact. Emotions tend to run low thinking about it all the time.

So with these words, I'll end here for now....

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Live each day to the Fullest 12 September 2006

O man... I'm feeling rather sick right now. Down with some stomach virus. I have no appetite, Whole body aching and Simply bored, totally bored. AHHHHHH!! this is really killing me. I wonder whats wrong with me. Actually almost my entire family is down as well. And somehow everyone has the same symtoms. Worst, my mouth is like filled with ulcers. ugh.. Pain. Cant eat well. And my back is giving me a whole load of problems. Guess I will have to go for a xray soon or something cos I think it's gettin rather bad. o well.. It's results day soon like after it passes 12am. I hope everything will go well. And I hope I will get well soon too so that I wont have to suffer during the hols. till then... nites

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Live each day to the Fullest 05 September 2006

Makan Makan and more Makan. Went out for lunch with my family at around 12. first we went to the brand new tiong bahru market. WOW. It is indeed really big and wonderful. loads of variety to choose from. I can tell you that there's loads of good food there. wanna know which are some of the best there? just go there and see which stalls has the long queue infront of it. haha. Some good food there are like the Lor Mee which has a super long queue, the dessert stall; loads to choose from there I tell you. I ordered the cheng teng which is super duper good 10/10. It has ingrediants you rarely see in other cheng teng. There is red and green bean and some other stuff not known. haha. I also ordered a avocado and durian dessert which was super sweet and a chocolate ice cachang. nice too.
My family ordered stuff like Ipoh hor fun which was really good as well. We ordered Kuay chap and rojak as well. Rojak wasn't too good. a little too saltish. You guys should just go try the food out. I won't tell you about everything there. ha.

The dessert stall

And the wonderful cheng teng

when the cheng teng is stirred

The avocado and durian dessert

That's one popular stall selling char siew I think besides the famous tiong bahru roast duck stall and another.

And next we went to mount faber for jus a short walk to enjoy the breeze and scenery. though it seemed hot in the afternoon, it wasnt that hot up there at all. Just a short walk and we were off to Bubble's house. haha. who's that. you'll see.

Long stretch of stairs

And so.. this is bubbles the DOG. haha.

That's me and bubbless.

aint she cute

The day of course did not end there. We went to some hawker centre in west coast to grab another bite. ha. Bought some kiwi lemon juice and oyster omelette as well as char kuay teow. Followed by that we went to some NTUC at clementi. haha. interesting right. goin all around singapore. Cos my dad said the food there is fresh. haha. I was so tired. But then that didnt end. My dad decided to drop by bukit timah hill hoping to see some bird. But nah, didn't get to see it. And it was home after that. Fell asleep in the car on the way home. ha. And so that's my day.

I noe this post is really long. haha. It will be longer if I dont start posting. ha. And guess what. My appilcation got approved to becoming a relief teacher. haha.

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Live each day to the Fullest 04 September 2006

Church was as usual yesterday. Then after church we have Soul. Had a jamming session had pretty much fun cos we don't get to jam all the time. Wish jamming would be more fun by havin loads of songs to experiment with. ended at around 4? followed by that it was VISA(very interesting social activity). had loads of fun I guess.

During soul. Practicing as a group

It somehow seemed to be some learning a instrument day yesterday. ha. why? cos so many people were like learning or playing the guitar. First time seeing so many guitars in church. And secondly I had so many students wanting to learn drums as well. haha. there was like eve, ethel, the pink guy(kohway? dunno how to spell ha.), pearly and andrea. if they could all become drummers I and Jere could retire. haha..

Guitar lessons

Drum lessons, daniel teaching ethel

And that's pearly learning from me. haha.

it was simply fun playing. then for visa we had loads of fun as well. PLUS food was simply super duper good. had loads of pizzas, ham, good sausages, kebarbs, fried rice, salad and loads of food. 100% satifaction. hope you guys will be able to come one day. don't miss out on the fun!! We had pizza making competition as well but no one ate it in the end. haha. wad a waste.

my group's pizza

Nice displays to make up the atmosphere

Loads of food as I had said. that's some pizza and chicken pie

the best kebarbs I have ever eaten plus its very long. loads of chicken pineapple and mushroom on it. shiok!!

that's raphal. aint he like madonna. haha.

And that's all I have. hope you have enjoyed them. ha-WOW-ian day. =D

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Pool after Teacher's Day celebration

Mango pudding I made. ha.

And this is some good hokkien Mee from Redhill. really good. lots of ingrediants and it's simply solid 9/10

Look at the big pieces of pork there is

The day at peirce reservoir

Took many pictures of nice sceneries

So jus some pictures. As you know I prefer adding pictures than writing

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Live each day to the Fullest 03 September 2006

It was a fufilling day today I guess. haha. The day started out at 8am. Woke up at 7 plus then got ready and my family went to Jalan Kayu for prata. Service there pretty fast but the pratas were pre cooked so not too good. Followed by that we went to upper peirce reservoir for a short walk. enjoyed the sun and breeze.

Followed by that, I went to church for my worship practice and it ended at 12. pretty fast today. haha. And after that I went to Bukit Panjang plaza to meet my sis.

And it was home after that with a short nap. And I had to get up at 530 to get ready for AWE at Toa Payoh Methodist Church. Reached there at like 655. was one of the earliest. And everyone else seemed late. Supposed to start at 730 but ended up starting at 740. So got settled in when cheryl messaged me to pick her up at TP MRT went there. waited.. waited... waited... but no sight of her till after 45min she gladly msged me saying she was already there. ha. O well. Then at the station. mus jehovah witnessess came to me (or is it mormons). I knew they were gonna come cos they were like staring at me and me staring at them. ha. God must have a plan for me to be there or something. haha. so they started craping and I started crapping not bothered about what they were saying. And so I asked for the book the so called 'bible' of theirs so that I could like find out what the crap they are talking about. Reading the Introduction alone, you can tell that it is bullshit. Wonder how they got so many idiots to join them. ha. Who cares. To God be the glory.

AWE was good. lots of people. I just dont like the way some pastors speak. A bit too exaggerating I guess. And that's all. A long day tomorrow.

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