It's Me Justin

Live each day to the Fullest 27 September 2006

All has fade away, gone, but his love stays on. God's love for you and me. Sometimes it really gets tough, life that is. Sometimes when things get hard, we start to wonder, is God really there? or is there a God up there? Sometimes you just do not want things to turn out so badly, and when it does you wonder why. It's hard to take it all in. Emotions run really bad and there's nothing you can really do about it except to trust in God.

For me, I guess I've somehow hit the hard rock. And it really gets me tensed, stressed, crappy and down. I don't know what to do, what should be the next step. All I can do is to trust God for his guidience and provision for me and my family. I may seem happy and cheerful outside, but inside me, it's real pain, real hurtful. I hope you guys understand and care for me cause I think I need loads of love to be showered upon me.

We can't have everything in life, and we have to give things we want so much away. Well, since it isn't a need, there's no necessity for it. If we want, want and want, there will be no end to our wants. Branded goods, expensive stuff, those are just but material we can have now but not forever and we cannot bring it to heaven. Sacrifices need to be made in order for things to be better. Though it's not instant, it's one way to help out.

I feel the pressure within me, and sometimes, I really want to give up so much, but I know there's a God who knows how much I can bear and he wont load me up to what I cannot take. Studies sometimes give me a big headache and I just wanna give it up at times. I wanna see the real world out there, where it's fast ever changing.

Do keep me and my family in prayer as times may seem tough, there's nothing to difficult for God. Life will never be what is used to be for me for sure cause it's changing fast. I have to accept the very fact. With God in your life, life will never be the same.

God will never leave nor forsake you. He's the king of all kings, Lord of all Lords.
Ruler of this entire universe. Amen.

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