It's Me Justin

Live each day to the Fullest 14 July 2008

I need to vent it out! It's times like this that I truely need my friends. True friends, best friends, my friends that love me.

I'm frustrated, pissed, moody, and I just feel like crumbling myself to pieces. It's really hard to get things done when the people around you don't see the real intention in doing something. It's sad when you see people doing things for the sake of doing it, not putting pride into what they do. It's worse when your friend's don't understand you, don't understand your intentions, don't understand how hard you are trying to get things right. Wait a minute, are those friends?

I guess doing projects with a group of many leaders may not be a good thing after all. Everyone has their own way of doing things and sometime's it's just difficult to meet eye to eye. Given my pride and way of doing things, I think I've given alot of leeway in seeing things done though I may not like it.

Why don't I have friends/people around that have the same ideology as me. And because they don't have that, does that mean I'm wrong all the time? Am I always the helper and not the one getting the help when I need it?

I need friends, friends that understand me. These 2 weeks will be rather hectic for me. With projects, crazy tesssts, shoes to pain, businesses to negotiate and a upcoming exhibition next week, plus photoshoots to do. I need friends to help me, friends that share my passion, share my desire, and love me for what I do.

I guess life's like that for me. In all things, it's about God's timing and plan...

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