It's Me Justin

Live each day to the Fullest 16 July 2008

I finally decided that I was sick, and needed to head to the doctor to get some medicine and a MC. Though I had a test today(8chapters for a test!), I knew I wasn't prepared, plus all the sneezing the past night, the past days. I thought, I just needed some rest, some time alone. I'm physically tired, mentally exhausted, spiritually dry.

Resting after I had my medicine, I felt much better. I knew I couldn't sleep long cos I had many things awaiting me to do. A call from Clement seemed great, but after hearing that the test was relatively easy IF you had studied, and him telling me that the re-test had a HUGE CHUNK MORE TO STUDY, I was wondering if I should have gone for the test despite my body failing on me.

Am I putting just too much pressure on myself? I just don't like studying, but why am I pushing myself so hard despite knowing that my scores cannot make it to any local U. I want to study no more. And how about shoes? Should I take it as just a passion or a big time business full of potential. With so many things to do, and with only 24hrs each day, it really isn't easy to decide what you really want.

Perhaps, it's time to say I really need help from my friends, though it's kinda hard to find someone that has the same desire, same passion as me. As Yvonne and Clement were talking, this phrase really got into my head, 'I've done my part as a friend, have you?'. So have you done your part as my friend, if you really are my friend?

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