It's Me Justin

Live each day to the Fullest 27 June 2010

June's coming to an end. I think I mentioned this earlier in one of my posts, but really, this month has been a month of madness, sadness, ups and downs. It helps that I got something off my chest, but it doesn't help when more disastrous things add on to my pile.

I've been working hard, trying so hard to prove my worth, it doesn't seem to help. Many think it's so easy to do what I am doing, needing little effort. It's tiring doing it all alone. It doesn't help that I'm being kicked around like a ball. There's no sense of belonging, no sense of satisfaction, no sense of loyalty, no sense of love.

I'm really tired, and I'm beginning to fall sick again and again. I'm not me. I'm not who I used to be. Since the day my heart told me I loved you, things were never the same, that's because I love you.

If there wasn't hope, there wouldn't have been disappointment.
If there wasn't the need to be happy, there wouldn't be sadness.
If there wasn't you, there wouldn't be love...

The days ahead are going to change, I don't know what they'll do like, and I'm trying really hard to think positively. Lord, please help me, with your love and strength. Tell me what I should do, who should be for me, and who is with me...

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